Today she and father have a fight in the morning. Then when dad when out
she start to anyhow scold me. I tell her i did nothing wrong. But one
thing i hate is she say in a loud voice" I AM ALWAY RIGHT!!! YOU ARE ALWAY
WRONG!!!" I was finding job a few day ago, and thx god i found one. Then
she say i only know how to slack at home. BUT!!! i got go out. not whole day
at home playing game anymore. What she said alway put me down the work. I HATE
IT! Everything i tell her, she will alway pull my determination down. I was
stressed like hell. Don't know what to do after what she say. i try to forget
it, but what she say really annoy me alot. Playing game is my only way to destress
myself. And she just not happy with me. Unless... unless my friend come to my house.
And she will act peaceful to me. acting good to me... T_T But after my friend leave
my house. She start the annoying word again. Hai..., IT FUCKING ANNOYING!!!


Mum alway have what she hate me to do or other thing she hate. What i hate her (like everything) also cannot. (sad)She alway good to my little brother. Now my brother like gangster liao. Even if he @#%$# infront of mum. My mum also dun care. But sometime i really cannot take it. I just said once @#$%#. She angry, and complain to father. AHH!!! I HATE IT!!! How wish i can leave this house. There is war in the house, peace with my friend or at at my friend house.


Haha, i dun know what happen. A few min ago some friend
ask me out to watch movie. Is it god that do it?


Just what the FUCK!! With this family!!! Use a computer also
so hard. Even the family is siao 1. Mum and little bro, the
complain queen and prince. Father leh, the xiao qi husband
that cannot even take a small little thing. It is like the
strong bullying the weak. Big bro leh, hardly
have a chance to talk to him. Because he alway walk in and out
of the house. And sometime even come home at night. Every word
I say was alway wrong. When I want say something to prove that
I am right. He will get even more angry!!! Just now when she
want to take my little bro out to her friend house to take hamster.
SHE COMPLAIN ABOUt ME PLAYING COMPUTER AGAIN!!! REALLY REALLY REALLY
FEEL LIKE KILLING HER. SHE SUX, and I hate her alot. I HATE
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just what the ****
are they doing?! I have no one to talk to. It boring, and msn
or ms is the place I can find people to talk to. To laugh to
too. Why just they dun understand?! It stupid hiding every to
stupid hiding every thing to myself. So that why i write them
all in the blogger...


Dun wanna let go of my normal life, i wan to stay what i'm now.
But time fly... fast. by: ajuni <--something that i just take out
from a poem. Just found something that can really destress. O2jam...
haha. cause all the key just fly down fast. And you only nid to focus
the key. And it make me think about nth other then the game. But it
only for awhile. After you play finish the game and quit the game.
I become kind of EMO again...


Well, today about my mum... Because we are chirstian. She everytime
sunday go church dun know listen to what. All the thing the
priest said, she did't heard it. She can even NAG me
for the whole day without drinking any water. And the word that really
piss me off was she ask me go church just because she wan me to listen.
(ya that right) BUT!!! She said all the priest said is what i do is wrong,
and what the priest said, to her is all rubbish.(she never heard it in).
Like, try not to be the last one to speak when quarreling. Must endure.
Hai..., she never endure. Little thing only, shout like hell.


Mum is a big Lierer!!!



Why i say my mum was a big lierer?

She say she is going to wait for me. But she did't turn up....
(infact, is was like i waiting 4 her)
She say she is going to pay for the top up card...,
and she tell my bro to pay for it.
I was performing a concert at tampine there, and she say she sure
will come 1. Hai.... and she did't come even after our performent
is finish... Guy!! if u know my mum! Try
not to trust her. She may lie to u about alot of thing!


Go there help her in not 1 min. kana scold again. I just dun know how to use the washing machine. The machine is turning and i open it. Then she yell at me. All the bad memorie is coming back. Feel like crying, as well as killing her now. Hope god know what he is doing.


Hai, just now 5 min ago kana scold again. She come in mob the floor with a cloth. When he go out she hit my head. Then i just wan to block myself. Then i bo xiao xing scratch her hand. Then she angry, tell me to off my com. but i don't wan to. Cause msn is the only place that i can say out my feeling. To relax and play like Hell. gtg le , she tell me to go dry the cloth. annoying.